"enfold me with your love, but allow me to blossom the way i should"

were as one babe
for a moment in time
and it seemed everlasting
that you would always be mine
now you want to be free
so I’m letting you fly
cause i know in my heart babe
our love will never dieno!you’ll always be a part of me
i’m a part of you indefinitely
girl, don’t you know you can’t escape me
ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
and we’ll linger on
time can’t erase a feeling this strong
no way you’re never gonna shake me
ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
i ain’t gonna cry no
and i won’t beg you to stay
if you’re determined to leave

i will not stand in your way
but inevitably you’ll be back again
cause ya know in your heart babe
our love will never end no

i know that you’ll be back babe

-from Always Be My Baby performed by David Cook

*I was amazed by this song.david cook lookin hot!lol.i wish someday that will be a guy that can play me this song..:). isn't its a cute song to hear?


Here’s the entire song if you wish to listen to it (video will open in a new window).

the sun also shines in the land of tears..

fear not if you find yourself
in this land of tears
embrace the sorrow
and allow it to nurture your strength
the sun will soon shine unabashed
reflected many times over
in every drop of tear

-n 2.54 a.m-

Looking By A Moment

There are times when I look at my life in time horizons

only to come back into this moment
after all, what matters most is the here and now
however laden it is memories of the past
even if only has heavy glimpses of the future
the here and now is where I get to decide whats next..
amin~

Always Chasing Sumthing

i write in pain
and in joy
remembering times
of raindrops
and coins
of sunlight
of starless nights
and of glorious dawns
of bruised knees
and of games won
perhaps i am
a wounded victor
or am i a lucky loser
no matter
i keep on playing
my best
score me a thousand
for trying
please

and i stand in awe of You

Can anybody tell me why we're lying here on the floor
And neither of us can barely breathe at all
The doctors saying hold on tight as we say our last goodbyes
And this is a moment that changes our whole lives
And I still believe in the good, and I still believe in the light
And I wanna feel the sun , I wanna free you tonight
And I still believe in the good, and I still believe in the light
And I wanna feel the sun, I wanna free you
And I'm falling, watching as you're hurting
I'm down here I'm on my knees, how can I survive?
And you turn to me and promise me you're ready
And tell me you'll be waiting on the other side

-from Into the Light performed by Maria Brink of In The Moment

*I stumbled upon this song by accident. I found it quite profound and haunting. And I thought about how so many of us have had to deal with “last goodbyes”.

Here’s the ENTIRE SONG if you wish to listen to it (video will open in a new window).

~i need u,syahiid.

I dropped a tear in the ocean

tahukah kau begitu aku puja kau dalam hati aku?

"relationships must be like islands. one must accept them for what they are here and now, within their limits - islands surrounded and interrupted by the sea, continually visited and abandoned by the tides."

wondering

*view from my house
this pic i was taken right after i reach home from work..
as i look at the sky i found that something caught my eyes..
and I've been thinking,wondering and questioning myself..
"Love is something big to explain its feel .."

"Why Allah tested me so many thing that i couldn't barely face it?"
"If i die today,would they cry for me?"
"Why is hard for me to let him go?"

*and still i don't have the answer for that..

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yes it is alright to be casual.. get on with life... but before he go, i want to tell him that he got the best in me and hope he saw that.. I know he love me and I love him too but he have some doubts on me and his not sure of me which is very hard to think about.. don't wish me happiness.. until i wont get over him, there wont be happiness.. and I know he will tell me that he wont have happiness too.. we both hurt each other.. like the song says "I did my best but i guess my best wasn't good enough"... well ... I don't know what to tell him anymore... he decided for this....but he got me at my best and he got the best love in me.. now i know that good things come to an end.. i will miss him.. and goodbye to him even though it's breaking my heart..and I dont want to hurt him in any way.. but he decided to somehow end this... i saw it clear... of course i am not happy with that.i cried to each day.. what can i do?? the only permanent things in this world are changes... and i want him to know that i am glad that I have met him... we had beautiful dreams together.. but these dreams turned out to be a beautiful nightmare...i loved him with all my heart and soul...But u know it felt like I've lost my life now... I will be loving him from a far... though it's breaking my heart..