i cry

one day i met a precious soul
whose words had touched my heart
his poetry resounded so
it tore my soul apart
but when i tried my thoughts to speak
emotion made my mind so weak
and time stood still for days to month
i bathed him in my tears
i cried, i cried
tears of joy, tears of pain
i cried, i cried
tears of love again and again
some people turn to pills and things
to help them through the day
to take them up or down or just
to ease the blues away
but me i really want to feel
the ups and downs of life so real
happy or sad emotions reign
my tears flow just the same
gonna burn so completely i leave no trace
though so many out there would laugh in my face
for wearing emotion so close to the skin
condemn me they might if to love's such a sin

Ya Allah, permudahkan ku...

I Spell Destiny

Finally i went to darul atiq..the place where i perceived it remarkable!!lookin at me now..i think i am a well person..better than before..:) some may said that i got a sign from Him but whatever it is only me who knows better..

alhamdullilah..:)

i learnt

I learnt ..
How To deal with things
How to deal with pain to be my gain

I learnt ..
How to stand in the graveyard
How to smile in the middle of the war ..
When all people trying to shot my heart

I learnt ..
How to feel joy when all things make me cry
How to find a laugh in a tear ..

I learnt ..
How to appreciate every minute with you
How to be the one who make it all right ..

I learnt ..
How to write when there are no pens
How to talk without words ..
How to draw a great fasia without colors

I learnt ..
How To be The winner in the race
How to stick on the personality instead of the face
How to help my friends and make their problems my case

I learnt ..
How that little tiny things make our life so great
How does it affect a lot if you have a faithful mate

I learnt ..
How to be strong
How to stand straight for so long
and How to love my family, my country and anything to it I belong

I learnt ..
How to be honest and never lie
How to respect people praivecy and never spy

I learnt ..
How to be aware also, guide
How to feel people hurts even they're deep inside
And
All that by being between your arms, Just in your side