confessione

confession:
everytime I read something about my past I feel stupid.(sometimes)
I don't care about it all now.
past is past. past should always be 'past'.
I love my present.

parole scritte anni fa per il bastardo di turno.
confessione:
ogni volta che rileggo del mio passato mi sento stupida.
non me ne importa niente ora.
il passato è passato. il passato dovrebbe sempre essere 'passato'.
amo il mio presente io.

When You Wish Upon a Cloud

How many times does LOVE crumble because we cannot learn to GIVE rather than always TAKE LOVE. It's a two way thing and it's scary how many people go into relationships and marriage looking for someone to complete love them, and then forget to REALLY LOVE the partner.

i cry

one day i met a precious soul
whose words had touched my heart
his poetry resounded so
it tore my soul apart
but when i tried my thoughts to speak
emotion made my mind so weak
and time stood still for days to month
i bathed him in my tears
i cried, i cried
tears of joy, tears of pain
i cried, i cried
tears of love again and again
some people turn to pills and things
to help them through the day
to take them up or down or just
to ease the blues away
but me i really want to feel
the ups and downs of life so real
happy or sad emotions reign
my tears flow just the same
gonna burn so completely i leave no trace
though so many out there would laugh in my face
for wearing emotion so close to the skin
condemn me they might if to love's such a sin

Ya Allah, permudahkan ku...

I Spell Destiny

Finally i went to darul atiq..the place where i perceived it remarkable!!lookin at me now..i think i am a well person..better than before..:) some may said that i got a sign from Him but whatever it is only me who knows better..

alhamdullilah..:)

i learnt

I learnt ..
How To deal with things
How to deal with pain to be my gain

I learnt ..
How to stand in the graveyard
How to smile in the middle of the war ..
When all people trying to shot my heart

I learnt ..
How to feel joy when all things make me cry
How to find a laugh in a tear ..

I learnt ..
How to appreciate every minute with you
How to be the one who make it all right ..

I learnt ..
How to write when there are no pens
How to talk without words ..
How to draw a great fasia without colors

I learnt ..
How To be The winner in the race
How to stick on the personality instead of the face
How to help my friends and make their problems my case

I learnt ..
How that little tiny things make our life so great
How does it affect a lot if you have a faithful mate

I learnt ..
How to be strong
How to stand straight for so long
and How to love my family, my country and anything to it I belong

I learnt ..
How to be honest and never lie
How to respect people praivecy and never spy

I learnt ..
How to be aware also, guide
How to feel people hurts even they're deep inside
And
All that by being between your arms, Just in your side

weird

i know the the fact,the real thing but i refused to believed.

Allah show me something..He show me a way..but i refused to follow.

IF

if i forget to tell you just how much you mean to me,
i hope that you will remember while you are not here with me..

if i forget to tell you that you are my world and more,
i hope that you will remember what i am waiting for

if i forget to tell you i want you in my life,
i hope that you will remember that i am always by your side

if i forget to tell you i love you more than words,
i hope that you will remember regardless of the hurt

if i forget to tell you i am sorry for my mistakes,
i hope that you will remember with every one i make

if i forget to tell you no other can compare,
i hope that you will remember the love that we both share

if i forget to tell you i miss you everyday,
i hope that you will remember your absence causes pain

if i forget to tell you that forever is what i want,
i hope you will remember that forever is what we have got.

whether i say these words to you, or wait until you are here with me, i will show you this forever, and these words will have no need.

COUNTING THE DAY....