screamed as load as i cud..

can you hear me?
ive screamed about as loud as
i thought it possible for lungs to yield
in one outburst
one shaking release of
hard, restrained breath
breath that finally broken free,
shatters the very molecules of the air
into which it is woven
ive remained silent while
i play with the frayed splinters of
the unraveling hem of my sainity
held my head up high while i passed through
flames and razors and endless days and sleepless nights
can you hear me?