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yes it is alright to be casual.. get on with life... but before he go, i want to tell him that he got the best in me and hope he saw that.. I know he love me and I love him too but he have some doubts on me and his not sure of me which is very hard to think about.. don't wish me happiness.. until i wont get over him, there wont be happiness.. and I know he will tell me that he wont have happiness too.. we both hurt each other.. like the song says "I did my best but i guess my best wasn't good enough"... well ... I don't know what to tell him anymore... he decided for this....but he got me at my best and he got the best love in me.. now i know that good things come to an end.. i will miss him.. and goodbye to him even though it's breaking my heart..and I dont want to hurt him in any way.. but he decided to somehow end this... i saw it clear... of course i am not happy with that.i cried to each day.. what can i do?? the only permanent things in this world are changes... and i want him to know that i am glad that I have met him... we had beautiful dreams together.. but these dreams turned out to be a beautiful nightmare...i loved him with all my heart and soul...But u know it felt like I've lost my life now... I will be loving him from a far... though it's breaking my heart..